i'm a 19 yr. old girl.
i just want to confide something in this site, about my story.
i never had real crush. all of them are actors/singers. it was this second semester of my 3rd year in college when i started to feel this kind of emotion. it was because of this man, when i see him. i've seen him often since i transferred in the university and i don't know why just now? i can't tell anyone about this matter. i'm a dark horse and a bit of conservative.
i want to be close to him, i want to talk to him but there's no chance for that. the worst is he'll be graduating this semester and that means i will never see him again. i will surely miss the time we accidentally looked at each other. i will miss the times when we're in the library. i just can't imagine the next semester without seeing him again. only a month is left for that chance.
upon graduating, he'll soon be back on his own country. soon he'll have a family of his own. i have no hopes to be with him the moment he left this country.
it's so depressing that there's only a month left to see him so i'll cherish every moments secretly looking at him.
how i wish that the feeling is mutual.
anyways, i'm still young and who knows, time will come there'll be a chance for us.